I think I've fallen for Ashley too. I feel so horrible. When he kissed me I felt something. I didn't run away because I was mad, I ran away because I was scared of falling for him. I love Andy more though when I think about it.
I can't be with Ashley, I won't let myself. I know how he is. I'd have my heart broken within the first week of being with him anyway.
"so you love me?"
"I do Meg, I really do"
"Ash, I can't............be with you"
"I know, you love Andy not me"
"Ash......"
"I've gotta go, I just want you to know that I'm sorry for what I've done" he said walking out of the room.
"goodbye" I whispered
Andy walked in the room, he must have been waiting for Ash to leave. I felt horrible, I knew how Ashley felt. I wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone. I've worked so hard on trying to be with Andy. I am finally happy I have someone but sad that my bestfriend can't be with the one he wants.
"Meg, are you ok?"
"yeah"
He sat on the bed and kissed my forehead. I felt better.
"batman movie marathon?" he asked
"hell yes!"
I didn't even make it through the first movie. I fell asleep with my face buried in Andy's chest. Maybe I get to go home tomorrow. For once, I felt complete.